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Thursday, June 04, 2009 { 6:57 AM }

i feel that my life is so ridiculous. like having to be discrete when talking at home,working hard but not seeing the results, doing whatever i have did. i wonder sometimes if i am some kind of walking joke. i am you know. i really am. just look at me. dont you feel like laughing? ha. ha. ha. i feel that some people are just ridiculous. but i didnt realise until now that i am the ridiculous one here. i dont know what i can do to change things around. and i was so stupid to think that when i want it bad enough, i can change everything back.
if i were given a second chance..maybe things wouldnt be what it is now. maybe if everyone was given a second chance, i wont be here at all. living each day is like walking on glass. i am trying so hard to be strong. yet time and again, you have to break my defence. you just stabbed right into the centre of my heart. hahaas. i really love your pain. it grew the hate in me. my hatred for this world, for everything..hahaas.
dont worry, i wont let anything kill me yet. i havent seen the rainbow. and i still havent solve the mystery: what's at the end of the rainbow? i'll still try my best to be strong. this time i cant let anything pain me.
and i wont believe in what i thought could be right in the past. welcome to the world of reality, because from that instant, i have already left the dream.